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So we’re back home now in NorCal after a nice ten day vacation in SoCal and Monterey. I had so much fun spending time with family. I was a bit sad to go back up here because it’s another reminder that in a few weeks we’re packing out to PCS to Texas! As much as I welcome new adventures for me and my little family, I am sad to leave my family behind. I’m starting to feel how I felt when my dad told me that we were PCS-ing out of Japan to head back to California. I was excited at first and then as the date grew near, I became more anxious and not wanting to leave. 

This time it feels so different. I thought that I’d handle PCS-ing like a pro since my dad was in the Navy, but boy was I wrong. I feel so overwhelmed and I’m already anticipating that I’ll be somewhat lonely and feel alone my first few months in Texas. I get so anxious at the thought that I would be really far from my parents. Even though I live all the way up here in Northern California (about a good 8-9 hours away), I know that I can just drive down to their house if ever needed or whenever I want to visit. I can’t do that when I’m in Texas. 

Sorry if this post didn’t even make sense. My thoughts are all over the place at the moment.